And so it happens again. A restless night of sleep, caused by a brain that just won’t shut off.
I think I was asleep by 10 tonight and woke at 1115. I wonder, why can’t I just turn off long enough for my body to recharge?
My brain is filed with a variety of things ranging from work deadlines,to the age old worry “what did I say and or do to cause that reaction?”
I’m laying here wondering how I can make my big yellow Labrador healthier.
I’m laying here frustrated because of a change in medication this week. (For me, not the dog.)
I worry that despite my snark, I’m unable to say what I really want to say.
I worry that people don’t take me seriously.
I worry about money, and my next set of bills.
I’m nervous about the last 15 miles.
I wonder if I’m ever going to hit that place in my life where everything just chugs along smoothly?
I’ve tried creating a better set up for sleep. No tv on, no computer, no reading. However, after laying in bed for hours, something has to give. I’m typing this on my phone, a feat of patience, as I don’t have historically strong phone typing skills. The computer is a few hundred miles away, and that also is a serious source off stress as I’m unable to monitor the final stages of a project.
What can I say? These are the ramblings of a really tired human.
I need a hug and about five solid hours of sleep.
Good night, good morning, good luck.